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Promises...
01.15.07 (10:45 pm)   [edit]


Stopping by Woods on a Snowy Evening 

by Robert Frost 

Whose woods these are I think I know. 

His house is in the village, though; 

He will not see me stopping here 

To watch his woods fill up with snow. 



My little horse must think it's queer 

To stop without a farmhouse near 

Between the woods and frozen lake 

The darkest evening of the year. 



He gives his harness bells a shake 

To ask if there's some mistake. 

The only other sound's the sweep 

Of easy wind and downy flake. 



The woods are lovely, dark, and deep, 

But I have promises to keep, 

And miles to go before I sleep, 

And miles to go before I sleep.

I thought about this poem this morning as I looked out the window over the snow-covered landscape; the trees outlined in a blanket of white that traveled from our front door down to the lake, which looked as if it was made of stainless steel.

I have stood in those woods and lay down on the slope overlooking the frozen lake.  I have felt his weariness and understood the silent allure of the lovely dark and solitary woods.  

The woods are dark, but the snow is beautiful…and as the sound of harness bells shatter the stillness of the night air—he must make a choice.

I am struggling with the concept of being accountable.  I understand that this is not practical or particularly adult of me.  I am searching for a sense of peace in my life…a period of quiet, uninterrupted nothingness.

But that is not entirely true either.

How is it that all of your cells can cry out for solitude yet at the same time so fiercely fear monotony?  There are not a lot of things left for me to fear, but, I do fear that I will die having led an ordinary life.  By this I mean that I do not want my days to simply blend together.  I want to explore and exhaust my potential.  Yet, here I am—motionless between the woods and frozen lake.

I have a lot of ground to cover. For now it seems I am powerless to move.

...the woods are lovely dark and deep... 

Sometimes the most difficult promises to keep are those we make to ourselves.

 


posted by: SupremeAnna (reply)
post date: 01.16.07 (12:03 am)

"Sometimes the most difficult promises to keep are those we make to ourselves." Absolutely.



posted by: mimi (reply)
post date: 01.16.07 (3:39 am)

yesterday you may really have been "powerless" but today can be different. our bodies react to certain things regardless of what our hearts and minds think should be going on...i hold on to the "one day at a time" theory and keep trying to look forward. your life, no matter what happens, will never be just "ordinary"...you, my friend, are an inspiration to many of us. with love...




posted by: apyjo (reply)
post date: 01.16.07 (5:50 am)

Beautiful presentation .

You just put into words something I have been thinking about for awhile myself.

((Lori))




posted by: FinalyFree (reply)
post date: 01.16.07 (2:20 pm)

I think ordinary is a relative term, what could be ordinary for one could be completely the opposite for another. I think I worry about not truly doing the things I want in this lifetime. For instance just the other day I thought about something (I can't even remember what it was now) and said to myself, "you're nearly 42, it's time to stop daydreaming and start doing." If I made New Year's resolutions, I think that would be mine :)



posted by: irles (reply)
post date: 01.16.07 (3:15 pm)

I said it to you for the clouds
I said it to you for the tree of the sea
For each wave for the birds in the leaves
For the pebbles of sound
For familiar hands

For the eye that becomes landscape or face
And sleep returns it the heaven of its colour
For all that night drank
For the network of roads
For the open window for a bare forehead
I said it to you for your thoughts for your words
Every caress every trust survives.

* * *

Tout va bien, Madame Lori? Je ne pas oublié vous...




posted by: judypatooote (reply)
post date: 01.16.07 (3:33 pm)

My dear lori, you will never be ordinary... I feel that there is nothing that you can't accomplish....you can be sad, you can be happy....you can fit in with poor people, and you can fit in with rich people, you can fit in with children, you can fit in with old people.....you are special....you have a heart of gold, and a blessing to all of us....even the bloggers......



posted by: surrogate (reply)
post date: 01.16.07 (4:44 pm)

Ordinary?

No worries there. As for exploring your potential? Ask Irles, but isn't potential just a French word for "ain't done it yet, but might?

I think you just might.



posted by: thecyberwriter (reply)
post date: 01.16.07 (4:52 pm)

You gotta love Robert Frost! He was truly one of the great poets of all time! I have a book of his poetry that I picked up a number of years ago; I think "The Road Less Traveled" is a personal favorite of mine, for various reasons :-)

Glad to see you back on tBlog, btw! ;-)



posted by: 69whisper (reply)
post date: 01.17.07 (2:28 am)

Reply to: irles
Lovely :)



posted by: goldie (reply)
post date: 01.17.07 (6:05 pm)

heya darlin. i do love this poem. i studied it in highschool and remember it well. thanks for reminding me of it. :)
this is a beautiful and powerful post. you write so well. even though im sitting here in the stinking Aussie summer, i still felt as if i too were in the snow. I doubt you are anything close to ordinary, as in average and dull... but i know what you mean about days blending in together. ive talked about it a lot with friends.. how, when we were children, each and every day was an adventure in its own right. but now even the years seem to bleed into each other and time seems to be doing its own thing.
that said tho, i dont think there is anything wrong with just sitting, as long as you are being mindful of that moment for its own sake. appreciate what you have for every moment and no time is wasted. taking control of how you choose to experience life can help that whole temptation into the alluring darkness.
hope your feeling more content.
be kind to yourself.
g.g.



posted by: LadyG (reply)
post date: 01.17.07 (6:20 pm)

Sweet Lori, As has been said take one day at a time. You are one that is truly Loved and Admired, May Gods blessings continue to fall on you.



posted by: swanktrendz (reply)
post date: 01.17.07 (10:40 pm)

I had to memorize this poem in grade six. The teacher (Mr. Robertson) loved this poem and wanted his students to appreciate it the way he did. I didn't at the time, but I certainly did in later years. Mr. Robertson is long gone, but if I could I would thank him.



posted by: PastorDave (reply)
post date: 01.18.07 (7:52 pm)

I know the desire. I so fear ending this life, having never made a real impact upon others. I'm convinced that Jesus Christ is the greatest answer to man's deepest need, so I've attached myself to Him. And I'm convinced active love toward others is the best way to positively impact the life of another, so I'm struggling to try to be about that kind of business. So I understand your struggle. Yet, another part of me knows that this Great God that I so often am seeking to impress jsut simply wants me to enjoy Him, and spend time with Him. Thus, the Robert Frost poem.

Thanks, Lori. Happy blogging.

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