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| Written in Stone. |
| 08.13.05 (12:12 pm) [edit] |
|
They gave themselves up wholly to their sorrow, seeking increase of wretchedness in every reflection that could afford it, and resolved against ever admitting consolation in future. --Jane Austen/Sense and Sensibility The headstone is on Ali's grave. It arrived on Friday and it reads: ALI CLOUD November 16, 1987-March 1, 2005 BEAUTY ~ STRENGTH HUMOR ~ GRACE There is a picture of her favorite flower, the Hibiscus in the corner. It shocked me to see her name in granite. There was a stark finality to it and I sat crying for quite some time before I could get out of the car. It must be real... it is written in stone. All of my obligations here are done. I think that my house may sell soon and Megan and I have found an apartment that we like. My life in this place is drawing to a close as loose ends are tied up and knotted. I think that it is time to start looking forward... to my life... the sequel. As with any sequel it is helpful to know what came before it. That is what this has been... these Lessons along the Scenic Route thru Purgatory. I have travelled here long enough. I am starting a new Blog to go along with my new life. I'm going to look for the silver lining. You have been such a source of strength for me during these dark days and I love you. In my heart I know that the journey really has only just begun. I hope that maybe you will drop in once in a while. God Speed. This is a link to my new site it is called: Postcards from the Ledge. The Address is: http://newlorischuster.blogsp... It has been so good getting to know you. |
posted by: Liz (reply)
post date: 08.13.05 (12:19 pm)
I went to her grave last night. I about drove past it because I was so shocked to see the headstone, and as soon as I realized it was hers I burst into tears. I about couldnt get out of the car, I was sobbing uncontrollably. Seeing the headstone finalized something in my mind. It was horrible.
I've been so blessed, Lori. You've been a part of that blessing. I hope you continue on, blessing the lives of all you come in contact with. and may God bless you in return.
Its hard to know she's gone, so I am amazed that you are brave enough to leave this scenic route through puragtory. I am glad to have known you. I am even more thankful and glad to have known Ali. My life won't ever be the same.
posted by: bawdy (reply)
post date: 08.14.05 (9:42 am)
You're leaving tblog? Why not start the fresh blog here?
posted by: AugustDC (reply)
post date: 08.15.05 (4:50 pm)
Wow Lori. I'm sad and very proud of you at the same time. Thank you for sharing so much with me / us. God Speed to you too....
posted by: Jodi (reply)
post date: 08.16.05 (4:58 am)
Wow. To see your child's name written on a headstone. I can only imagine how painful that must be. Wrong. Disgusting. Detestable. Heart-wretching. I weep with you. It's so wrong and I'm so sorry. I don't know what else to say. I am just so, so sorry.
posted by: LoriSchuster (reply)
post date: 08.16.05 (6:39 am)
Reply to: Liz
I know that must have been so difficult and shocking to see when you weren't expecting it... I was expecting it and could hardly believe what I was saying. If I ever hear someone being critical of teenagers in my presence... I will set them straight and tell them the story of Ali's amazing friends. You are a wonderful girl Liz and I wish you ALL of the best. Love, Lori
posted by: LoriSchuster (reply)
post date: 08.16.05 (6:41 am)
Reply to: bawdy
I was thinking about a change anyway... I am generally not subtle about anything I do... so, I thought something completely different was warranted. I'm going to keep reading yours though... mind if I do a link? you are seriously funny.
posted by: LoriSchuster (reply)
post date: 08.16.05 (6:44 am)
Reply to: AugustDC
Thinking about you. Such a dynamic person you are... pay your dues for a bit and then go show the world what you've got...
thank you for your note. you've been so, so kind to me right from the start.
posted by: bawdy (reply)
post date: 08.16.05 (9:41 am)
Reply to: LoriSchuster
Of course I don't mind if you linked my blog. I'd be honoured. :-)
posted by: LoriSchuster (reply)
post date: 08.16.05 (4:59 pm)
Reply to: Jodi
thank you jodi. it does seem so wrong... it is almost always like a dream... a bad, bad dream. the other night I was falling asleep and I swear I heard her talking in the bathroom... I bolted up in my bed... if only. thank you because you have such a wonderful heart and that is evident and I hope some time we can all get together.
posted by: LoriSchuster (reply)
post date: 08.16.05 (5:16 pm)
Reply to: bawdy
ok... thank you. I need to review the html format and then will take care of it... its not as easy as with tblog or perhaps I am just dense... which is ENTIRELY possible.
posted by: bawdy (reply)
post date: 08.17.05 (9:20 am)
Nope, didn't show up. But if you need help let me know.
posted by: LoriSchuster (reply)
post date: 08.18.05 (4:18 pm)
Reply to: bawdy
got it. thanks.
posted by: sarahsiobhan (reply)
post date: 10.12.05 (8:33 am)
aunt lori, i love your writings. they are so touching. i made a blog just so that we could keep in touch. miss you and love you lots. Sarah
posted by: Cutter (reply)
post date: 11.03.05 (12:44 pm)
been wondering how you are
Grace, beauty, humor, strength.
Alison Haley Cloud
Nov. 16, 1987-March 1, 2005
